The Struggle Of Pregnancy.

06^th Jan 2011

Thursday // 12am // 1 year ago

First Day (Jan 1st 2011)

January First, The First Day Of Knowing.

Hello, I’m Kassie-Lynn, I am 18; I turn 19 February Sixth. I created this blog to let people know the truth about pregnancy. It is not all sunshine, rainbows, and happiness.. things are hard, you lose people you once loved; you meet new people who are there to support you through this struggle. Anyways; On with this blog!

I went to the doctor’s on New Years Eve, because I didn’t get my period that month. I went into the doctor’s office right before closing to get a pregnancy test, wanting to keep it a secret for a while if I was I gave the doctor my cellphone number; She called me the next day (Jan 1st), and had said that I was. I didn’t know what to feel, I was in shock.. I was sad, upset, excited, anxious, and lost in thought. The first person I told was my boyfriend James (we have been together for six months so far, and things are going wonderfully). We decided that we’d keep it a secret from my parents and his parents for a few days until we knew exactly what we had wanted to do with the situation at hand. We have decided we are going to keep it, and move out of the city after he/she is born so we can start a life of our own. Then when we were talking to his parents it accidentally slipped out of my mouth, and I am very grateful for them because all they have done for me and him is support us through this, and told us that it’s going to be okay; and they will help with anything that they can and that means a lot to me. But I do want to do this on my own, as it is my second child (my first I put up for adoption because I was only 13) so I do not know what to do with a baby as I did not get to spend time with my firstborn. So his mum Sheree is going to teach me the ropes because I do not want to tell my mother yet because I am not ready to. We are going to stay out in Saskatoon with Sheree for a few months so we can talk about this and so we can start the process. I am already three days pregnant, and I am very excited to see whether it is a boy or girl. I personally, am hoping for a boy, but then again I also would like a girl. I hope my mother is okay with all of this for I am keeping it a secret from her for a while until the time is right, because it is my decision and I don’t need the stress so early in the pregnancy….